Saturday, June 13, 2015

It’s never too late.




Hi.  Welcome to my blog.  My name is Lydia Taggart and I am a writer.  It’s high time I stop trying to ignore it.  Feel the fear and do it anyway.  It almost feels like a twelve step program here, and maybe it should.  Writing can be addictive and interfere with the rest of my life.  It also is something I avoid with a passion because it is so much a part of me emotionally.

When I get the chance to write I feel liberated.  Reading and studying about writing invigorates me.  For my “real job” I substitute for a few elementary schools in our area.  Last year, when I discovered the teacher I was covering for maternity leave not only taught Literature, but she taught the same thing three times a day as kids rotated through, my heart skipped a beat.  I love words so much that I actually had a kid in said class ask why I kept singing so much.  I had not realized I was that happy until he pointed it out.  That could have been embarrassing if I cared, but any embarrassment was outweighed by the thought of teaching those snooty sixth graders about building a story!

It might sound weird, but I didn’t realize I was a writer then.  I dreamed of writing and I dabbled here and there, but it was not part of who I am yet.

Lately I have been going through a lot of regrets; wishing I had kept up my other blog, spent more time with the kids, gotten further ahead on the laundry, found the time to exercise, and made more time for my writing. 

As they say, misery loves company.  The more I thought of all the things I wish I did better at, the longer the list became.

One day, about a month ago, I heard this said, “It’s never too late.”  This hit me and my brain ran with it.

It’s never too late to say thank you.  It’s never too late to say I’m sorry.  And it’s never too late to try harder to be, or do your very best.

So, here goes.  Thank you for taking the time to check out my blog.  I hope it gives you the comfort, inspiration, and laughter you need to get through another day.  The purpose of this blog is to share my bits of wisdom, however small they may be, and funny experiences in hopes that it can lift another’s heart.    I thank the Lord for the gifts I have been given, one of which is writing.
I am a writer.  I’m sorry I took so long for me to figure that out, and I’m sorry I procrastinate so well.  (I practice procrastinating more than any of my other talents.)  Thank you in advance for being so patient with me.

This new blog is my promise to try harder to do my best, and strive to bring others along with me on the journey to greatness. 

Just as misery loves company, I have learned the opposite is also true.  The more I focus on the good, the longer that list gets.  The more I seek to lift another’s burden, the easier my load is to carry. The more attention I give to writing, the more attention my writing gets. Imagine that.

So, find a smile and remember, it’s never too late. 

Please feel free to follow my blog and share with your friends.  Make me accountable to my promise and give me the safety in numbers my fearful heart needs. Thanks!

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