Hi. Welcome to my
blog. My name is Lydia Taggart and I am
a writer. It’s high time I stop trying
to ignore it. Feel the fear and do it
anyway. It almost feels like a twelve
step program here, and maybe it should.
Writing can be addictive and interfere with the rest of my life. It is also something I avoid with a passion because of my fear of success, getting to know myself too well, or letting others know me too well.
When I get the chance to write I feel liberated. Reading and studying about writing
invigorates me. For my “real job” I
substitute for a few elementary schools in our area. Last year, when I discovered the teacher I
was covering for maternity leave not only taught Literature, but she taught the
same thing three times a day as kids rotated through, my heart skipped a
beat. I love words so much that I
actually had a kid in said class ask why I kept singing so much. I had not realized I was that happy until he
pointed it out. That could have been
embarrassing if I cared, but any embarrassment was outweighed by the thought of
teaching those snooty sixth graders about building a story!
It might sound weird, but I didn’t realize I was a writer
then. I dreamed of writing and I dabbled
here and there, but it was not part of who I am yet.
Lately I have been going through a lot of regrets; wishing I
had kept up my other blog, spent more time with the kids, gotten further ahead
on the laundry, found the time to exercise, AND made more time for my
writing.
As they say, misery loves company. The more I thought of all the things I wish I
was better at, the longer the list became.
One day, about a month ago, I heard this said, “It’s never
too late.” This hit me and my brain ran
with it.
It’s never too late to say thank you. It’s never too late to say I’m sorry. And it’s never too late to try harder to do,
or be your very best.
So, here goes. Thank
you for taking the time to check out my blog.
I hope it gives you the comfort, inspiration, and laughter you need to
get through another day. The purpose of
this blog is to share my bits of wisdom, however small they may be, and funny
experiences in hopes that it can lift someone's heart.
I thank the Lord for the gifts I have been
given, one of which is writing.
I am a
writer. I’m sorry I took so long for me
to figure that out, and I’m sorry I procrastinate so well. (I practice procrastinating more than any of
my other talents.) Thank you in advance
for being so patient with me.
This new blog is my promise to try harder to do my best, and
strive to bring others along with me on the journey to greatness.
Just as misery loves company, I have learned the opposite is
also true. The more I focus on the good,
the longer that list gets. The more I seek to lift someone's burden, the
easier my load is to carry.
The more attention I give to writing, the more
attention my writing gets. Imagine that.
So, find a smile and remember, it’s never too late.
Please feel free to follow my blog and share with your
friends. Make me accountable to my
promise and give me the safety in numbers my fearful heart needs. Thanks!
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